Day's When I looked Like this..

Ohh...those were the days

Mi Vida Loca

My life has been a complete wreck over the past few months. I think I've done a good job at hiding it thus far, but everyone has there breaking point. This is something that I've been dealing with for a long time and I'm totally OVER IT. It's funny because everyone say's that they're by your side...blah blah blah...but they truly can't understand the things that you talk to them about if they haven't dealt with it themselves. There have been three people that have really been there for me through this really really really rough past week and they, well two of them were the main people that are really helping be get myself back on track. Those people being my sister and the love of my life. People argue and say hurtful things to each other, but when shit hits the fan and gets tough and people show you instead of just telling you how much they care and take time to show you things and give you good advice. that's who you know really loves you. My sister and I fight everyday but her guidance and strength have really been light for me! And my love, well..that's another story but eventhough we say hurtful things to each other and break up everyother week, this situation has made us stronger and our love grow deeper. I could.....ramble......on....on....and....on...but I won't. It feels good to get it out...I need to Keep this going.