Smoking Section

Well, well, well...lookey what we have here...Miss Lil Miley Cyrus is smoking weed outta a bong. I would totally be super amped about this, being the weed smoker that I am as well....only my four year old is in love with her...dilema...

I LOVE A Good Sale!

Oh The Weather Outside...

Is frightful.....it's snowing today in Va and I can honestly say, times like these make me miss living in Providence, RI. People in Va cannot drive wether it's raining or snowing...they are truly the worst...I just don't understand it. My dad said that it took him an hour and a half to get home from work...FUCK that shit. But on a brighter note, here is Kaya on out way to lunch, in the snow! Good times were had today for sure!

This is my Jam!!!!

Something about this song that just gets me going...

Slackin'!

Oh my gawsh, I told myself that I was going to blog everyday and I have slippped....redemption, redemption

Amy the Designer?!

Tell me find out that Ms. Winehouse has taken time from her crack smoking busy schedule to actually do something worthwhile since she's not signing anymore!! Say it ain't sooooooo!!!!

Party C Party L Party A Party W Party!

It's times like these, that I #1. Lived in NYC #2. Had the means to go where I wanted, when I wanted, no questions asked or given.

MTTM x Reebok

These beautiful gems are called "Dubble Bubble" and they are my Christmas present to myself! I cannot wait until they arrive!

Tune in Tuesday!

Amongst the artist that have dropped albums today, one of my FAVORITE artist, Kid Sister, has a new single called KISS KISS KISS!!!
Click the Tune in to listen and enjoy!

I've got the bug!

I have it and I have it hard. LOVE. I am so in love it's kind of sickening acutally now that I take the time and really analyze the things that I do. Haha....oh well..I can definetly tell that this Valentines Day will have a whole new meaning.

Part Two

Here's part two...

From lulusalazar

Part One of Many

Part one of my Tokidoki half sleeve. Love it already.

From lulusalazar

Yess...yess...yess....

Pitbull is looking quite fine in this video!

Dance!

New Hair!

I went from blonde to red...can't stay the same

Time

This year has flown by so fast. I can hardly believe that it's October already. As I take a sec to reflect on the year so far...it's been a whirlwind...and I'm glad to be on the bottom end and out of it. My life has changed tremendously and I LOVE it...every part of it. I only wish that my life was like it is now...only about 5 years ago...eh....shit happens. at least I can say that now...It'll only get better as time goes on.

So, I'm not the only one

I'm going to get started on convering up the stars on my arm or just working on the left one with a Tokidoki piece...it seems that others have had the same idea in getting these awesome Japanese characters branded on them.

Cudder- "Dangerous"

KiD CuDi - Dangerous by Hypetrak

New Claw Money for Fall

Me Likey!

Run Girl.....

My Weekend

Well besides working ALL weekend long and not being able to go and catch the last good weekend at the beach...or missing out on all the chaos in the midst of partying..I was very productive! Spent time with Kaya's grandparent's, technically still my in-laws, took Kaya school shopping and got ALL of the things she needed for school!, spent quality time with my mom and sister shopping outselves and most of all..got to spend time with my love. This week isn't going to be too eventful either, but that's okay..time will come 0_o

Sidenote: There is no denying that this is my child...lol

Sanrio Doc Martens!

I have always loved a good Doc and this one is oh so special because it is covered with all of my favorite Sanrio characters, well besides...Fucking Hello Kitty. At $165, I dunno if I wanna pay that much for a pair of boots, because I know that I will only wear them once or twice...but hey...the things we do sometimes..

I Think I Might.....

I haven't purchased a pair of sneakers in a long long time...and I like these....???

Always Makes Me Laugh

Strange

I think it is both odd and great how change can make a person. Deleting iems from my life already has shown me great improvement. Just knowing that I can do things without certain people around or with the help of medicine has made me a stronger person. I have found my happy place if you will. Just throw in a few new things, more money, new car, etc. and life will be just grand. I am truly blessed in saying that with occurances that had gone on in my life, that I am still alive. It was a long crazy drive down a one way street, but I came made it. Thank God that I did. In this new peaceful me, I have found my calming piece, serenity. It's a great feeling and I wouldn't trade it for the world =) Now to continue my life in this place and bring the people who mean the most with me

New Lupe!

Lupe Fiasco-"Go To Sleep"

Lupe Fiasco - Go To Sleep by Hypetrak

My Princess

Time for a Change!

It's time for me to start making some serious changes in my life...this means, people, places, and things. I can see myself being much happier with certain things subtracted from my life...I look back in superiorly happy times in my life and see who, what, when and where were included back then and I want that old thing back...minus some of the people but + others. A change gone come!

Things That Used To Be Important

Here are a list of things that used to be so important to me, but no longer have importance....

-Named brand clothing
-Shoes
-The hottest cell phone
-Luxury purses
-Going out on Friday and Sat nights
-Being seen at all the "it" events
-Wanting to always be liked
-Having the cutest and most popular boyfriend
-Wanting my child to "floss" like I did

At the end of the day..none of these things matter. Just the goodness of health and living, in general.

Material things can come and go and we will alwyas have things that we want...but we should ask...do we have what we need?

If You Could Be Any Animal..

If you had to choose one animal that you could be for a day, what would you be?

I would like to be a Leopard. They are sleek and sexy. Dangerous and mysterious. Deep, dark eyes piercing you with every look. A cunning smile that you rip you to shreads in a matter of seconds. Yup. Alex..I'll take leopard for 2,000!

J Cole

This dude right heerrreee....has all the "pretty boy swag"







Flows so sweet and looks even sweeter!

"M-O-B-B..."

I am stoked about the new "Married to the Mob" Fall line of clothing...I haven't been too much into the items that they have come out with these past few season, so I haven't bought too many items...but now with me getting rid of half of my closet...I've got room to do some shopping and fill 'er back up again..here are my fav pieces!

Church.

People often misconstrue the meaning of going to church. They think that if they go to church on holidays and on the occasional Sunday, that they're in the clear. It doesn't work like that. Going to church should be an every week event, giving God the praise and glory that he deserves. I am one of these people, who used to go on the occasion and say my prayers and let that be that. I understand now, why my Mother always had me in church and singing in the choir when I was younger. It all ties in together and you have to make a strong effort to make it work. Some people find it so easy to go out to the club every weekend and get drunk, but yet so hard to make it to Sunday service on Sunday mornings..there have been plenty times that I have done and felt so good that I have done so afterwards..life is all about choices..good and bad..I choose good over bad..what about you?

XXXO

HELLZ x CASIO

Can't Wait!!!!

Free of Drama

I just want to be a drama free person. No matter what I do, it always seems to follow me. I can do nothing and it's there, seriously, just go away. One thing I hate the most is the ppl who talk shit all the time just to start up more drama, because they are so upset at thier own lives that they feel like they have to cause ruckus in others. My life honestly, has been a barrel of drama and more and more it seems like, every corner I turn, there is more and more. I'm done with it. I see it a bit in all of my relationships..I'm not always directly involved but yet, it's still there..nagging at me. Perhaps if I run away and take my child with me, then it will all go away but I think that will only cause more..ugh.

Cudder's New Song!

Mojo So Dope

KiD CuDi - Mojo So Dope by Hypetrak

My new diagnosis

While at the VCU Medical Center today, it came about that I have this illness...let's add another one to the list shall we? DAMN!

Ménière's disease (pronounced /meɪnˈjɛərz/[1]) is a disorder of the inner ear that can affect hearing and balance to a varying degree. It is characterized by episodes of vertigo and tinnitus and progressive hearing loss, usually in one ear. It is named after the French physician Prosper Ménière, who first reported that vertigo was caused by inner ear disorders in an article published in 1861. The condition affects people differently; it can range in intensity from being a mild annoyance to a chronic, lifelong disability.


I can look at it as I've had this in common with some greats of our time...



And this cool guy- Why did he allegedly chop off his own ear? I think I know the answer..kinda feel that way right now...



Julius Ceasar- He claimed it was Satan in his Ear, causing him to deaf in his left ear

PEPSI NEX x ZOZOTOWN x MEDICOM TOY 50% BEARBRICK & CLEANER

TOOOOOO DOPE!

Why is Sex so taboo?

People of the world should just accept sex for what it is. I mean seriously, over all these years of political stands, debates and war between famous people and porn companies, can't we? Everyone likes sex, so why not be free to speak upon your favorite sexual position in a conversation without being looked down upon.

I know that everyone has their "locker room" talk from time to time, but why should it stop there? I honestly speak freely about sex and don't care about the consequences, but that goes for a lot of things in my life. My man and I talk about it all the time, and my girls as well. Sex conversations are very educational, believe it or not, so is watching porn,lol.

I strongly believe that until one is comfortable with sex and sexuality, you can't truly be a happy person.

This Guy

Mike Posner is pretty fly for a white guy




Posner was born in Detroit, Michigan, the son of a pharmacist and an attorney.[1] His father is Jewish and his mother Catholic.[2] Posner attended Wylie E. Groves High School and Duke University, and was a member of Sigma Nu Fraternity (Gamma Chapter). In High School his music had a greater hip hop influence and it is shown in his mixtape "Reflections Of A Lost Teen".

With Don Cannon and DJ Benzi, he released his first mixtape, "A Matter of Time," from his dorm room at Duke University in March 2009.[3] In July 2009, Posner signed a major label deal with J Records (RCA/Sony).[4] He chose to return to Duke University after signing his record deal, and toured on the weekends while at the same time recording for his debut album.[5][6][7] Posner's second mixtape "One Foot Out The Door", hosted by Clinton Sparks, was released on October 27, 2009.

His debut album entitled 31 Minutes to Takeoff is to be released August 10, 2010.[8] The first single from the album, "Cooler Than Me," as of July 3 had climbed the Billboard Hot 100 to reach No. 6.[9] He performed at Bonnaroo and the 2010 Warped Tour in the summer.

She is super sexy in this video..

Dreams

I always told myself not to give up on my dream of life. And I did. I didn't intend on my life going the way that it has thus far. Once married, that was supposed to be it. Somethings just don't go as planned, but you have to pick up the broken pieces on move right along. You have people that sometimes like to put you down and make you seem as if you are worthless, when you're not...there's been a few of those in my life and I REFUSE to let those individuals hender me anymore, to Hell with you...not really..but..^_^ I had a revelation the other day, while thinking about death. We all will go one day, so why not fully enjoy life to the fullest? That's my plan. To do things that I've always wanted to do, to take my child places I was never able to go and to give her the life, that I never had. That's what it's all about. Live it full until the end.

*LOVE*

Here is my boo, Dave. He makes my day, everyday.

Life is Funny

It's funny how life has a way of doing things. People come in and out of your life everyday, some stay and some leave. Perhaps some that you want to stay, aren't good and they're gone. But...what if they come back and things are different from before? That's what I am dealing with now. I thought he was out of my life forever and now he's back and everything is bliss..I hope it's not the "honeymoon" stage, but there's a strong feeling that I have that it's the real deal. All I've ever wanted was to be happy, truly, sublimely happy and I feel that I am at this point in my life. Love is wierd and difficult but I'm ready for it full on with no regrets and no bs. Each day we all get older and life passes us by. For me, the passing stops today.

I thought it was healed..

But I see I was wrong. I don't have any time to waste on things and people that don't matter. I have to be strong and move on with my life and be the best parent that I can be...




Any Takers?

I'ma Rock Star!

Sometimes, the hardest things...

Sometimes the hardest things to do are the best things. Today I had to break it off with my current bf. I just felt myself going back in time to a previous relationship and I didn't want that at all. Not going back down the same road twice, knowing its a dead end. It sucks but what has to be done sometimes is what has to be done, sometimes for the best and sometimes for the worst. Good or bad, it sucks being the one to break up with someone. Period. And on that note....

Claw Money x Vans

Sayyyyyy Wwwwwooorrrddddd!

When...

When times get like this I just want to scream! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! That felt a little better. Sometimes I feel like life gets the best of you...am I alone? I know I'm not. I get stressed out wayyyy too easily these days and it's not good for my health one bit. I feel like Macy Gray right now "I hate you so much" but it's not toward anyone in particular just in general. Life throws you curve balls from time to time and I guess you gotta hit the ball at just spot to make that homerun.

I think I'm going to take up....

I need something to do in my spare time, I think I'm going to start taking up graffiti. It's some thing that I've always enjoyed watching people do, especially in the cities and whatnot..and I made a friend, this guy named Alex and he's a great artist and he's been doing it for a while so I'm going to call him up and see what the dealio is...good choice...if I do say so myself.

My Personal Choice For The NBA FInals....

Nuff Said!!

It's Been a Minute

It's been a while since I've posted anything and I feel bad...but I'm going to get back on my blog game and keep it updated!Here we go!

Day's When I looked Like this..

Ohh...those were the days

Mi Vida Loca

My life has been a complete wreck over the past few months. I think I've done a good job at hiding it thus far, but everyone has there breaking point. This is something that I've been dealing with for a long time and I'm totally OVER IT. It's funny because everyone say's that they're by your side...blah blah blah...but they truly can't understand the things that you talk to them about if they haven't dealt with it themselves. There have been three people that have really been there for me through this really really really rough past week and they, well two of them were the main people that are really helping be get myself back on track. Those people being my sister and the love of my life. People argue and say hurtful things to each other, but when shit hits the fan and gets tough and people show you instead of just telling you how much they care and take time to show you things and give you good advice. that's who you know really loves you. My sister and I fight everyday but her guidance and strength have really been light for me! And my love, well..that's another story but eventhough we say hurtful things to each other and break up everyother week, this situation has made us stronger and our love grow deeper. I could.....ramble......on....on....and....on...but I won't. It feels good to get it out...I need to Keep this going.