I thought it was healed..

But I see I was wrong. I don't have any time to waste on things and people that don't matter. I have to be strong and move on with my life and be the best parent that I can be...




Any Takers?

I'ma Rock Star!

Sometimes, the hardest things...

Sometimes the hardest things to do are the best things. Today I had to break it off with my current bf. I just felt myself going back in time to a previous relationship and I didn't want that at all. Not going back down the same road twice, knowing its a dead end. It sucks but what has to be done sometimes is what has to be done, sometimes for the best and sometimes for the worst. Good or bad, it sucks being the one to break up with someone. Period. And on that note....

Claw Money x Vans

Sayyyyyy Wwwwwooorrrddddd!

When...

When times get like this I just want to scream! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! That felt a little better. Sometimes I feel like life gets the best of you...am I alone? I know I'm not. I get stressed out wayyyy too easily these days and it's not good for my health one bit. I feel like Macy Gray right now "I hate you so much" but it's not toward anyone in particular just in general. Life throws you curve balls from time to time and I guess you gotta hit the ball at just spot to make that homerun.

I think I'm going to take up....

I need something to do in my spare time, I think I'm going to start taking up graffiti. It's some thing that I've always enjoyed watching people do, especially in the cities and whatnot..and I made a friend, this guy named Alex and he's a great artist and he's been doing it for a while so I'm going to call him up and see what the dealio is...good choice...if I do say so myself.

My Personal Choice For The NBA FInals....

Nuff Said!!

It's Been a Minute

It's been a while since I've posted anything and I feel bad...but I'm going to get back on my blog game and keep it updated!Here we go!

Day's When I looked Like this..

Ohh...those were the days

Mi Vida Loca

My life has been a complete wreck over the past few months. I think I've done a good job at hiding it thus far, but everyone has there breaking point. This is something that I've been dealing with for a long time and I'm totally OVER IT. It's funny because everyone say's that they're by your side...blah blah blah...but they truly can't understand the things that you talk to them about if they haven't dealt with it themselves. There have been three people that have really been there for me through this really really really rough past week and they, well two of them were the main people that are really helping be get myself back on track. Those people being my sister and the love of my life. People argue and say hurtful things to each other, but when shit hits the fan and gets tough and people show you instead of just telling you how much they care and take time to show you things and give you good advice. that's who you know really loves you. My sister and I fight everyday but her guidance and strength have really been light for me! And my love, well..that's another story but eventhough we say hurtful things to each other and break up everyother week, this situation has made us stronger and our love grow deeper. I could.....ramble......on....on....and....on...but I won't. It feels good to get it out...I need to Keep this going.

What would you do for one.....???

I would climb the highest mountain. Swim the deepest sea. Walk through the worst snowstorm. Fly through a Tornado. Fly to space, well I'd like to do that anyway...but...just kidding...I'd run the local store and buy some...like I'm gonna do now....peace!