Dreams

I always told myself not to give up on my dream of life. And I did. I didn't intend on my life going the way that it has thus far. Once married, that was supposed to be it. Somethings just don't go as planned, but you have to pick up the broken pieces on move right along. You have people that sometimes like to put you down and make you seem as if you are worthless, when you're not...there's been a few of those in my life and I REFUSE to let those individuals hender me anymore, to Hell with you...not really..but..^_^ I had a revelation the other day, while thinking about death. We all will go one day, so why not fully enjoy life to the fullest? That's my plan. To do things that I've always wanted to do, to take my child places I was never able to go and to give her the life, that I never had. That's what it's all about. Live it full until the end.

*LOVE*

Here is my boo, Dave. He makes my day, everyday.

Life is Funny

It's funny how life has a way of doing things. People come in and out of your life everyday, some stay and some leave. Perhaps some that you want to stay, aren't good and they're gone. But...what if they come back and things are different from before? That's what I am dealing with now. I thought he was out of my life forever and now he's back and everything is bliss..I hope it's not the "honeymoon" stage, but there's a strong feeling that I have that it's the real deal. All I've ever wanted was to be happy, truly, sublimely happy and I feel that I am at this point in my life. Love is wierd and difficult but I'm ready for it full on with no regrets and no bs. Each day we all get older and life passes us by. For me, the passing stops today.

I thought it was healed..

But I see I was wrong. I don't have any time to waste on things and people that don't matter. I have to be strong and move on with my life and be the best parent that I can be...




Any Takers?

I'ma Rock Star!

Sometimes, the hardest things...

Sometimes the hardest things to do are the best things. Today I had to break it off with my current bf. I just felt myself going back in time to a previous relationship and I didn't want that at all. Not going back down the same road twice, knowing its a dead end. It sucks but what has to be done sometimes is what has to be done, sometimes for the best and sometimes for the worst. Good or bad, it sucks being the one to break up with someone. Period. And on that note....

Claw Money x Vans

Sayyyyyy Wwwwwooorrrddddd!

When...

When times get like this I just want to scream! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! That felt a little better. Sometimes I feel like life gets the best of you...am I alone? I know I'm not. I get stressed out wayyyy too easily these days and it's not good for my health one bit. I feel like Macy Gray right now "I hate you so much" but it's not toward anyone in particular just in general. Life throws you curve balls from time to time and I guess you gotta hit the ball at just spot to make that homerun.

I think I'm going to take up....

I need something to do in my spare time, I think I'm going to start taking up graffiti. It's some thing that I've always enjoyed watching people do, especially in the cities and whatnot..and I made a friend, this guy named Alex and he's a great artist and he's been doing it for a while so I'm going to call him up and see what the dealio is...good choice...if I do say so myself.

My Personal Choice For The NBA FInals....

Nuff Said!!

It's Been a Minute

It's been a while since I've posted anything and I feel bad...but I'm going to get back on my blog game and keep it updated!Here we go!